Tired...

Yes, tired... Of almost everything...

Maybe it's because work is taking it's toll...
Maybe it's just because I now think that the world isn't as great a place as I've always pictured it to be...
And maybe it's because I know why but have not really done anything about it...

Doesn't really make any sense does it? But then again nothing really does to me anymore. It's as thought I've totally neglected simple reasoning and rather live in deep, dark confusion. May I be miserable? Might I be lonely? I really don't know anymore.

In the past I've always been pretty assured of my own self. Maybe this is what it's like to finally be broken. Bit by bit over time... The little things that linger around, without one noticing until it all just finally catches up and just hits you.

Past events can't have helped. Sure there have been some awesome great times. Some I don't think I'll ever forget. But then again somehow the bad shit always seems to outnumber the good times.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much and worrying over nothing... Which would be the likely case. Maybe it's time to let a lot of things go and leave them all behind.

I so want to disappear again...

And I wonder again...

Strange isn't it...
How sometimes the people you least expect suddenly pop up and tell you the things you least expect to hear.

Strange isn't it...
On how some things can confuse one on the actual situation...

Strange isn't it...
That for almost everything that seems impossible, there is really a simple way to find ones way around it...

Strange isn't it...
How some memories just never seem to fade...

Strange isn't it...
On how all the above actually make me smile just a little...

Cool je...

It's nice to know that even though one maybe cranky, stuck in office still doing work, and running out of smokes fast... That one can still cheer some people up.

Sure to sleep peacefully tonight.

Oh look!

Another late night... lovely...

Finally...

And now I can go home...

Randomness...

I say:
this is where u scold me for working late

She says:
OMG

She says:
GO HOME !

Gasp!

8 books and 2 graphic novels!

Overkill...

*Phew...

It's been a horribly busy, busy, busy Monday... but somehow, I'm almost done.

I shall buy myself some graphic novels and maybe a book or two to feel better...

Melt My Heart To Stone...

Right under my feet there’s air made of bricks
Pulls me down turns me weak for you
I find myself repeating like a broken tune
And I’m forever excusing your intentions
And I give in to my pretendings
Which forgive you each time
Without me knowing
They melt my heart to stone

And I hear your words that I made up
You say my name like there could be an us
I best tidy up my head I’m the only one in love
I’m the only one in love

Each and every time I turn around to leave
I feel my heart begin to burst and bleed
So desperately I try to link it with my head
But instead I fall back to my knees
As you tear your way right through me
I forgive you once again
Without me knowing
You’ve burnt my heart to stone

And I hear your words that I made up
You say my name like there could be an us
I best tidy up my head I’m the only one in love
I’m the only one in love

Why do you steal my hand
Whenever I’m standing my own ground
You build me up, then leave me dead

Well I hear your words you made up
So I say your name like there should be an us
I best tidy up my head I’m the only one in love
I’m the only one in love.

-Adele

Looney...

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
lunch

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
brunch

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
funch

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
punch!

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
aren't i the most psychotic friend you've ever met?!

I say:
actually no

I say:
but one of the most amusing yes

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
oh yay

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
i'm amusing not psychotic

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
tis an improvement

I say:
im being polite

Mei*RoaRoarROAR! says:
/kick

Rant...

And you would think that after who knows how damn long, things would be different.

I'm not totally sure about that tho...

That other place...

Won't really be bothered to post much here. Most of the entries are rubbish anyway. Will be spending more time compiling some old stuff somewhere else for a bit just for the fun of it.

Laters peeps!

She kills brain cells...

Mei* says:
why did beyonce sing "to the left, to the left" ?

I say:
go ahead n kill my brain cells

Mei* says:
cause niggas have no rights

Mei* says:
rofl rofl rofl

I say:
*dieded*

Mei* says:
oh noes

Just another conversation...

I say:
later lover?

She says:
later lover

She says:
haha

She says:
like later, lover

She says:
god actually i cant remember why i put that

I say:
lol

She says:
it must have meant something better than what i had just explained

I say:
who u scandaling with la

She says:
scandaling??

I say:
notti notti...

She says:
where got scandal

She says:
hHAHhA

She says:
im not notti lah

She says:
im a goooood girl now

I say:
that means boring

She says:
im boring mah

She says:
hahah

She says:
bored more like

She says:
hahah

I say:
lol

I say:
eh coffee bila

I say:
then u can personally cerita all ure scandals

I say:
or we can just sit and chat like boring ordinary ppl

She says:
not scandals lahhh

She says:
i am a toned down, responsible, not so wild girlfriend

She says:
keyword responsible

I say:
so u make the guy wear a condom...

She says:
what !

She says:
no

She says:
i mean

She says:
no to thats not what i meant

She says:
hahahah

She says:
dumbass

She says:
hahhahhah

She says:
responsible meaning no more drunken escapades

She says:
ok thats a lie

She says:
responsible meaning responsible lah!

I say:
lol

I say:
i so wonder what the expression on your face was when u read that

She says:
i wasnt expecting that actually

I say:
lol

A Good Morning...

So there I sat in my room minding my own business this morning when I received a text message...

It read,
" Baby, I reached office already. I love you."

So I just had to reply,
" Aww I love you too sweets. "

She replied,
" Ooops! My god! Sorry, sorry... Accidentally sent to you."

So I replied,
" LOL! It's quite obvious eh. Not a bad thing to start the day with a good laugh ye know."

And her response was,
" Woi! Don't push it la... Damn malu already. "

So...
" Ha ha don't worry, I reckon ure a little silly anyway, and that you'd be incredibly cute if you were blushing now."

Quite the fast reply,
" Ha ha ha. Stupid la you! Hug!"

And in the end,
" Ha ha. It's a good morning. Laters silly ;D "

Unpopular...

*unicef milia says:
during all the yum cha party

*unicef milia says:
everyone was talking about u

*unicef milia says:
why lei?

*unicef milia says:
that's why i log in msn and search for u

I say:
what yum cha party?

*unicef milia says:
lol

*unicef milia says:
mean yum cha lor

*unicef milia says:
lol

I say:
who was talking about me?

I say:
sudddenly only

*unicef milia says:
like bubu ar

*unicef milia says:
norman ar

*unicef milia says:
all asked what is tim doing now

I say:
what?

I say:
no girls asked bout me?

*unicef milia says:
sorry la

*unicef milia says:
ure not THAT popular

I say:
lol! oh shut up!

Pick up line...